This week has been super interesting for me! I find myself at times when the worst feeling in my stomach thinking that something super bad is going to happen to you guys then I do the thing that one of the Elderly Elders taught me here... I read my scriptures. And then that horrible feeling turns to peace. Last Saturday I was having the worst thoughts about this place and my time as a missionary and all I wanted to do was go home. Then I had a dream that night. I was home, with you guys, everyone was happy, we were all laughing, smiling and enjoying ourselves. But I had come home early. And I felt horrible. As you guys were laughing, I was super sad that I didn't complete my mission. I felt I did something horrible wrong. That Dream has pushed me through this week with a ton of desire to serve! And guess what, working works! I have been teaching with the spirit so strongly and have been loving the people here and my time has been so fast!!! I love my life as a missionary. I love this life I am living for these 2 years! I love this place and I love to share the Gospel, I don't want to be anywhere else! I love you and miss you guys so much!!
Elder Garfield
*Please say extra prayers for him this week that he can stop worrying about home and not even think about coming home!
I will pray too. My heart is full with thoughts of tyson. ♥
ReplyDeleteThanks friend. I feel so bad that I cant help him other than just pray for him that it passes soon!
ReplyDeletePoor kid! What a little worry wart! Haha
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