Week 40

This weekly letter is called "Will I ever get this down" This week has been so interesting. I can honestly say that Spanish is a roller coaster that I am sick of riding. There are days where I feel and sound super fluent. Then there are days where I make the most simplest of mistakes and sound horrible. I have stuggled with the language yet once again. Its difficult. Honestly, I ask how much can 1 man get so humbled in just 2 short years? There are times where I just think "If I had this language down, I wouldn't have to worry about anything." But then I think about how selfish I am being. Who cares if I learn the language? Did I come on this mission to learn Spanish or to help people? Even though I dont speak spanish very well still, I know I have helped people on my mission. I get told on the daily that I am too hard on myself but I feel like I should be so far above where I am right now. I just want to be perfect but I am still so far away from that. Anyways, not one investigator came to church this week but we had 8 less actives. I dont understand how that happens. But it did. I had a really fast Easter it seemed. The days are flying by now! I cant believe I am going on to 10 months. That scares me so bad. ha. But thanks for the Easter Basket! It was such a great treat for such a long week! I love you and miss you so much! thanks for all the support I am recieveing here! Thanks for all the blessing and the love! Have a great week! Elder Garfield